In my last post on this topic, I shared how Yehovah demonstrated his faithfulness to me very specifically over one year’s time. He replaced my fears with faith and changed my perspective to one that allows me to stay in his peace and rest every day.
A couple of years later I was working on new projects and new goals. I still had my new perspective and was still trusting God for all of my provisions, but I was still striving. Not out of fear, but for accomplishment – improvement in my career, progress on changes I wanted in my personal life, projects and goals I had set for things I wanted to change or improve.
That’s not all bad, but for me there was this feeling of discontent, that things weren’t what they could be. This feeling kept me striving, antsy, a little on edge, impatient, trying to get things on track the way I thought they should be. I could feel this drive to make something of my life. (more…)